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Saturday, March 31, 2007 @ 10:41 PM
I SAY: into the deep blue sea.. late to work today, 1 hr i was. apparently when i reached, my supervisor was even later! we do set a very bad example to our juniors, didn't we... rushed through all my work in that 3 hrs as i was going to catch a short doc. at the Omni theatre which will start around 1pm. rushing down was bad! i had to take my feeder bus that will take almost an hour journey just to get out of tuas to interchange. what was even bad was the cab line. the line was freaking long and no cabs were even around. how sucky is that! i ended up calling for a cab and paying $5.70 not including booking fee. argh! since i got there early, bought the tixs but as usual my peeps were late so we ended up only watching 1/2hr of the show. man! it's been so long since i've step into the omni theatre. i feel like i was staring up the sky. well in this case the deep blue sea. that was the story "deep sea". by the way it was narrated by Johnny Depp and Kate Winslet and the sound effects was so good. there was some part that got me off my seat.. literally!! and this is just supposed to be documentary of species in the deep blue sea. how cool is that! hmm Danny Elfman did the score. now wonder it sounds good. i have always love his works. after that bummed at T place. we watched "into the blue". did i tell Paul Walker was hott!! i use to hate him because of the skulls and she's all that but after fast and furious. bring on the walker i say. he was damn hot lor. swimming in the sea and showing his pecs. haha! flutter my heart!!.. so today's event was all good. gotta sleep early today coz tomorrow if i'm able to wake up. i had to go to a wedding reception. bleah!! +i love you and i wish you enough+  Friday, March 30, 2007 @ 10:59 PM
I SAY: love you much.. thAT wAs My enDeARmenT FoR thE daY! lah kasi aku senyum macam orang giler... tak boleh angkat sia... manelah ade orang cakap macam gitu... :) Thursday, March 29, 2007 @ 11:45 PM
I SAY: $$ fly away.. PS again today..last tuesday went to PS to watch TMNT with ling and today hang out with kendy & anqi for our dvd exchange. damn i'm spending money like water. i'm becoming a bloody spendthrift. someone puhleez stop asking me to hang out. resisting the urge to pull out notes and cards are just so hard. i realli need to curb this spending motion of mine. :p have a heart anyone, let's spent less time to hang out esp. if it needed money but i don't mind hanging out in your places, just as long as i don't need to spend. lol. just now, went to eat spend money, went to Daiso spent money, went to Carrefour spend money, to go home also take cab spend money %( aniway, just wanna pose some questions. how do you feel when someone you had a major crush on has just been calling you endearment like my dear? would you think that that someone like you? or are you just reading too much into it? remember jay. well he is that someone. i know from my brother that he's quite the shy person. so sending me sms, of course it had to be work related first but now recently it always ended with endearment. would i be reading too much into it? and of coz i also would reply with an endearment attached too. :) and from then on sms that we send each other will always had this endearment. so how? do you think he also like me? i mean if he has a girlfriend he would not be so dumb to sms another person with endearment rite. so far i also never hear that he has a girlfriend coz a few times jokingly asked him why he's always at work, why never go dating, he usually reply no time, no girlfriend. *wink wink* my brother at times always joke around of pairing me with jay. brother go right ahead, i'm willing. lol, i didn't say that out loud of coz. i'm not nuts. i don't wanna sound like a desperado to my brother. but jay when he looks for me he usually drive to work mode first before making small talk. damn i realli want to break the ice but i just don't know how to do it. *if these words were left unspoken, he will never know* *if these words were left unheard, regretfulness is inevitable* *so tell me what i should do* Wednesday, March 28, 2007 @ 8:25 PM
I SAY: horay!.. half week gone... today kit was talking my ears off again about his current disposition. like an outcast child, he rant and grumble of not being recognised. i mean i saw his efforts but there was too much talk than action too. support him for his efforts i do but if he just sometimes kept his angst to himself, it might do good for him. as instead of his complaints, people might see his positive angles rather than his negative points. for the countless times, if he think the company isn't giving what he wants and he really can't take it anymore, by all means tender. i mean there's no use grumbling and talking about it rite. jeez, and there i was having a good day today with my little cough cough and it was just pushed down the drain by somebody so thoughtless. sigh. got home and hah my "aunt" is not around. since she came over from Bintan last monday, i've been having home cooked meals. hmm just like how my mother used to make. o! how i miss her! funny how i'm thinking about her. thinking about some thoughtless mambo jambo. i see kids with their mum together. it makes me think about the childhood i had with my mum. seeing teenagers with their mother. it makes me remember my rebellious days of youth. but it is just so sad not to have visions of her and me in her older days. all i see and remember is the pain and sadness that revolve around her and this family. i cried when i think of the seperation that this family went through. argh. time to buck up. lets think of the good time and store the bad time away. ~+the world is like an oyster, you never expect what it is gonna give you+~ Monday, March 26, 2007 @ 11:01 PM
I SAY: groggy and feverish... not that i was lazy to update. but keep getting virus makes me so uber pissed. now i'm trying out to write this blog on my laptop. hooray. thanks ling. finalli got my connection up. though i hope i'm connected to right one. alright, first i had just finished watching crazy/beautiful. how i love the story. it was such a move-me-to-tears movie. well, did i tell you there was a hot guy to boot too. how many times i've watched and still loving it. hehe. damn where can i find that kind of guy. anyway, it was such a simple love story. it evolves around these two teenagers mainly acted by Kirsten Dunst and Jay Hernadez whom the girl who was rich but had many problems in her life which fell for the guy who live in the "opposite side of the track" but works hard to achieve his dreams. i was also amazed by the scrapbook or journal that was kept by kirsten. i wonder is this was partly her work. i remember another of her movie "Elizabethtown". it also use the element of scrapbooking. really creative. had my mind to creating one but i never got around to doing it. reason was of course too buzy or too lazy which was latter mostly. i think i go get me some sleep. eating the meds makes me a bit drowsy. +"When it's real. When it's right. Don't let anything stand in your way."+ Sunday, March 4, 2007 @ 11:40 PM
I SAY: keep holding on.. Keep Holding On You're not alone Together we stand I'll be by your side You know I'll take your hand When it gets cold And it feels like the end There's no place to go You know I won't give in No, I won't give in Keep holding on Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it through Just stay strong Cause you know I'm here for you I'm here for you There's nothing you can say Nothing you can do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So, keep holding on Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it through So far away I wish you were here Before it's too late This could all disappear Before the door's closed And it comes to an end With you by my side I will fight and defend I'll fight and defend, yeah, yeah Keep holding on Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it through Just stay strong Cause you know I'm here for you I'm here for you There's nothing you can say Nothing you can do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So, keep holding on Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it through Hear me when I say When I say I believe. Nothing's gonna change Nothing's gonna change destiny Whatever's meant to be Will work out perfectly Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah La da da da, la da da da La da da da da da da da da Keep holding on Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it through Just stay strong Cause you know I'm here for you I'm here for you There's nothing you can say Nothing you can do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So, keep holding on Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it through Ahh, ahh Keep holding on Ahh, ahh Keep holding on There's nothing you can say Nothing you can do There's no other way when it comes to the truth So, keep holding on Cause you know we'll make it through We'll make it through this song really struck a chord in my heart. when I lost my mother last year, i felt so lost. my relationship with her has just been mended and then she just left this world. heart broken..face sadden..tears fallen.. like the world was crumbling down on me.. felt no one else to turn to.. oh well.. Friday, March 2, 2007 @ 9:35 PM
I SAY: lifey.. i really need to make a blogskin. getting pretty wigged out and bored with this. i've been bugging my cousin to make for me since she is getting pretty good at it. i mean it should not be really hard but i got no time. if i were to make it, i'm sure i'm gonna take a really long time. really hope she's able to. argh. never thought bowling could bring me joy and pain. had an outing with my cols last Wed and that brought the pain and aches im feeling till this day. it shows how bad my body condition is. loss of exercise since my secondary school days must have taken toll. promises i made to myself to get up and running have gone down the drain since the starting of the year. i wonder if i'm ever gonna do it. |