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Monday, June 30, 2008 @ 7:15 AM
I SAY: pls dont make me into a pe do... while surfing on you tube for doushite 1min preview... i know i'm late and i'm hoping that it has not been taken off yet i came across a nice perf by SHINee... whahaha a SHINee-shipper i have become... omg yesterday performance really makes me _____ (fill in the blank) u know when yoochun does this on star show i'm already... saying oh baby you gotta stop, you making my imagination run wild... and SHINee perf on inkigayo is totally heart-stopping for me... can the boys stop making me feel like a pe do... they are killing me here... if you are a SHINee-shipper...you know what i'm talking about... if not go search for yesterday special perf... so go look for it yourself... unless i'm not lazy later...i put it here... i was talking to jiyul at work, msning her, talking about it... hahaha...the verdict: haha jiyul jiyul...M is love so is O...whahaha...pe doing sia. alrite...i'm going to learn my doushite properly so that our collab would sound...goooood..coz my japanese really sucks esp sang in such an uptempo song... well at least my "in my room" doesn't suck rite...  @ 1:50 AM
I SAY: someday my prince will come... now how many times have i had that thought running across my mind... i swear i had given up on the opposite sex, well not exactly... what i swore off reality, doesn't mean i can't get "virtually"... insert *evil laughter* two someone has tagged me to do this list... i'm not sure what am i supposed to do but here goes... i will put up my k-pop list first... love love love starts from the letter M you probably know who is it so i'm not gonna say...  damn i just wanna sing Justin 'sexy back' after looking at this.. from DBSK  i just love them lor... no words can describe how i feel... ah why have i fallen for you?!?!.. i'm not a pedo but OnEw is totally hawtlah... yah jiyul, we share can...  hmm i totally forgotten abt minho... whahaha but ONEW....haiz... from SHINee  yes i've become a SHINee-shipper...so sue me... Brian Joo...makes me wanna Qoo with glee... his Engrish is way better than baby..  from FTTS  TOP...his voice and rapping skills...whaha... envy coz i can't rap for nuts...  from BigBang  Ye Eun...she so cutelah... i love it when she sang with onetwo for badgirl...  from WonderGirls  orait...time to sleep... i blog this too late into the morning... i gave up for tomorrow... nites peeple... Friday, June 27, 2008 @ 11:36 PM
I SAY: maybe i'm just done with growing up i've been reminiscing...about lost life, lost love, lost time... seems like the more i've grown, the more things i'm losing... sometimes its hard being an adult... they say as you grow older...you'll be wiser, it gets easier... then why do i feel like it's so conflicting... sometimes i just wish i can turn back time... i wanna be that kid again... i wanna eat chocolate and have them all messed up all over my face... i wanna be the one who hold balloons and let them go into the big blue sky... i wanna run around the playground and play hide and seek... i wanna push that stupid kid in front of me and say nyeh nyeh nyeh... they say growing up is part of life...learn to accept it... can i refuse that?... i say...here...take my grown up days and let me remain a kid... what?...i can't?...see...my lost time...well i'll grow up then... i'll be that teenager...the genius, the geek, the rebellious... i'll study and study and get that good grades... i’ll sleep in that class and have that guilty look when the teacher caught… i'll make friends and we'll become good friends... can't i stop here?...i pretty much like the situation... no?...fine i'll grow up again... girl turned into a lady... heart of mischief turn into a heart of solemn... a sigh…oh romeo, romeo where art thou… then i saw you, you were there... we were young and unsure… let it be?...yes we did…i move on and you move on… few years passed, we saw each other again… words still remain unspoken but our hearts seem to sing the same song… why can’t I talk to you…are you shy?...am I shy?... were our vibes too strong that we’re unsure to approach one another… i heard you ask of me so why the timid ness… lost love, i afraid you’ll be… so around the table we sat, gathering the others to join… i was a girl with stars in her eyes…pls make this easier for me… we finally talk and i made you taught me that first string of notes… your guitar, your sweet voice, your jokes…all i love… time pass so quickly…the function ended…i have to leave…goodbye… what?...how can i be so stupid?...your digits i didn’t get… tell me whom i can get it from… don’t tell me i have to wait for the next event… coz that’s where you and I always meet… then i heard you got into an accident… confusion…puzzled…turmoil…i must meet you… work got into the way…one day became a week…a week became a month… out of the hospital and resting at home you were… yes finally meeting you…sorry I heard you’ve been waiting for me to visit… she told me, he told me and she told me… i wanna ask how are you doing… i wanna ask how have you been… i wanna just be there, looking at you… but I fell asleep in the car…i’m sorry I did not get to meet you… then i received THE sms two days later… i didn’t believe it, i can’t believe, no i won’t believe it… tears welled up…turn left turn right…which way was home?... i need to get home…i started crying…i started walking… from the bus interchange to the comfort of my room… i cried myself to sleep…there…that day the world end up with one less life… lost life…lost love…lost time… did I confuse you with my story?... i meant to… words never really gets me…once I was evoked with memories of him… for that i leave you with darkness eyes... funny how i think the translation to the song is speaking out my feeling Friday, June 20, 2008 @ 11:42 PM
I SAY: i had a dream.... but first let's us start off with this....     what no changmin?...i could not find a picture that has the same theme as what i am showing to you now...stupid...i think they all did him injustice...and because of that, jump to the end...i will put a nice cute photo of him there... ok.... ah the boys back side...i mean back profile...isn't it stupendous?... i still cant believe chunnie was wearing a non-sleeveless outfit during the super triple concert...what the heck?...baby show them your arms...what the heck were you doing all covered up?... anyway...i had a dream as i say up there....after such a long void of emptiness and madness...sadness...gloominess...and the reason with all this back profile pixs...haiz...it all had to do with my dream... my dream OR was it a nightmare...i was walking down the beach, sad that it all had come to an end...didn't know what was it....but i felt burden and all i could feel was more sadness...far along the beach stood four people and that's when i saw who they were....ah its the girls (RGOTE "side note: i have never dreamt all of them at the same time, i got a bit weirded out afterwards") and i knew i had to run to them, but the faster i ran they seemed to be further and further away from me and then i stopped...it happened so fast...suddenly the boys(who else but tvxq lah dey) appeared by their side and took them away, running even further...their back profiles were all i saw (yes that's why the obsession with their back pixs today)...i remembered crying....but the "best" part was next...tell me whether i should cry or laugh...someone was putting his arms around me consolling me...i heard a voice and it sounded a tad too familiar...one word was all it takes...noona...and as i turned... i swore i saw ONEW for that 5sec...then i woke up...i think i flew 5 inches off the bed... shoot i had too much of SHINee, one of them is even invading my dream... ahh...forgive me but i'm trying not to be a cradle snatcher...so shoo shoo... tada...featuring the lost changmin...  ok no love lost...i still end up with you know who...  andee says you look cute with that fringe... that i could not deny... Labels: dream Thursday, June 19, 2008 @ 11:52 PM
I SAY: is it you i'm thinking of... this is what happened when i'm lost... i went icons over-drive...sorry its all SHINee now... but hey i'm saving dongbang for last... the icons looks almost the same coz i'm practicing the effect over n over again... damn tiring...                     - with love, yoorim noona Labels: icons, jonghyun, key, minho, onew, SHINee, taemin Tuesday, June 17, 2008 @ 11:54 PM
I SAY: you're loved but not forgotten i was going to write a long post... really had a lot of things i wanted to offload from my brain... just wanna type a lot of #$^% language but then...haiz it is so not worth it... and my laptop is killing me with all the stupid prompts... oh man...why is the pop-up blocker ain't working?... and what's with the stupid banner...killing season?... some stupid ghostly voice...what is this? nightmare on elm street?...ah major angst feeling coming up... wanted to do my work but kept getting distracted... so *pushing work off the table*, went on a search... i can't believe the first thing i type was SHINee... whoops see Chunnie baby, you never reply my letter... my heart started to float away... haha seriously baby, get that 4th Korean album out soon... and make it triple good... i need my yoosu-ness soon and sooo.... missing leadershi, jaejoongshi and changmin-sama... but for now while waiting that, i shall go see how ur hoobaes are doing?... ah these new SM group, SHINee is so turrning me into a pedo... haha...NOT...i still think my baby's super hot can...but that could DEFinITEly change...anyway i've been following up on SHINee since the day they debuted... it's crazy but i think they could go far just like TVXQ... just as long the humbleness is there, the fan service is there... hahaha yes i think they could go far... my first thought on the MV, i was like cool!! nice!!... good voices, giving me goosebumps...dance was even great!!...HipHop style~~.. then when i got to know their age...i almost splurted my drink out... somebody kill me puhlezz...age range from 14 to 18...i'm so PEDO-ING... *singing along nuh nan neo muh yeh bbeo...*  see, i'm not kidding...i wonder where's my love in the ice... that used to be top till purple line and darkness eyes took over...  call me crazy but i'm trying to learn their dance steps...  so dear SHINee boys, Onew, Taemin, Jonghyun, Minho, Key... aza aza fighting... okay i shall end my post here...if not i will start to gush about how great every of their performance is... and to end this lovely gush gush post of mine... i shall leave you with two icons i did... of my baby...and the charismatic flame minho...   credit if you wanna take it.. -yoorim Monday, June 16, 2008 @ 11:52 PM
I SAY: lets be artsy fartsy for once... dear dwaejis, pls make yourself available... kindly come with me to this show...  Dance ~ B-Boyz & Ballerina 27-29 June 2008 B-BOYZ & BALLERINA (KOREA) Pulsate to the energetic and high-octane performance by B-Boys Theatre, one of Korea’s world renowned leading new wave hip-hop dance theatre. Formerly known as ‘The Ballerina who loves a B-boy’ and now renamed, ‘B-Boyz & Ballerina’, the performance shows how a ballerina assimilates to street dancing after she falls in love with a b-boy. Feel the exuberance of the energetic 19 b-boys and b-girls and cheer them on in their frenzied, skilful freestyling displays of hip-hopping and break-dancing. Join in this hyper rousing dance fiesta where you will be spell-bound by the Technicolour street fashions, joyous soundtrack and the gravity-defying floor routines of windmills, L-kicks and more. A sell-out show in Korea and at the Edinburgh Festival Fringe in Scotland, it will tour America, Japan, China and Spain after Singapore. Be part of this international sensation which promises a truly entertaining experience not only for the youth but also for the whole family! seriously i want to watch, i need to watch, coz 1. it is a dance but not just any other dance, it's HIP HOP 2. since i can't dance for nuts, i wanna see ppl dance HIP HOP 3. it is so like Save The Last Dance / Step Up 4. didn't you see it's from Korea... lol... there, i have my say... dwaejis kindly be contactable at all times... lveo thee... Saturday, June 14, 2008 @ 9:03 PM
I SAY: gdbye a colleague...  it was nice knowing you... thanks for all the help you've given me... taking in all my crappiness and sickness... hope you well... till we meet again... what did you say?... when you eat my nasi briyani?... [basically a subtle way to ask when i get married] haha wait hor... ah i dont understand...every hellos and goodbyes always lead to... 1) when girl, you getting hitched?... 2) eh, your boy never pick/send you... 3) u sure have no special friend... here's the answer to all, one. i freaking dont know, dont keep asking me this freaking question... two. do you see any boy trailing me for these past years...no right... so again, don't ask me this freaking question... three. no special friend lah dey....only many friends... but then again...i can always introduce you to my fict. boyfy... whom i'm practically sharing with many million others... haha...say hi to...  cutesy boyfy  super hottie boyfy  ah he such an uber sexy boyfy of mine... ok...done staring?...gd, now go sleep... Wednesday, June 4, 2008 @ 12:00 PM
I SAY: a shoutout to baby....chunnie happy birthday you might wanna skipped this post if you are not interested... just something i wanna write to my fictional boyfy, 유천.... i know this letter will never reach him even fictionally but what the hell... ------------------- Dear Fictional Boyfriend, 유천, How are you nowdays? i really miss you. i hope that you miss me too. sorry i was not able to give you enough attention, but you cannot blame me, work is really hard nowdays. the day your Shanghai Asia Tour finished was the day my work really started. imagine your poor girlfriend working under the hot sun for 4 straight days, suntan was so easy to get. anyway you should know better, working hard is the only way to strive for our goals, is it not? but i am so happy that you finally finished the Shanghai Tour and really hope you take a rest soon. do not want your asthma to be back now. by the way glad you are still doing the dorkiest things you did so well. grabbing that huge spectacles and putting it on your face. are you trying to grab my attention again? that shaggy hair of yours and your yoosumin antics in live tour was not enough for me to have a laugh at, that you had to do this again in Shanghai. tsk tsk tsk. nevermind i forgive you coz you are so hard to be mad at when you show me your pouty face. and just a little something i wanna ask, why you did not tell me about your anycall haptic cf? are you scared that i might do something to yoona? luckily got a call beforehand to say that you tvxq guys and the snsd girls are doing a cf together. i am prepared for the worst but it was really hurting enough to see you guys acting all cuddly and snuggly with them esp you with yoona. ah my heart, it hurts, my eyes, it burns. you better do something fast to appease my broken heart and wrath. but then again the CF was nicely done. good job lvoe. tell that to your hyungs and dongsaengs too. u also might wanna know that i have celebrated your birthday in advanced with the girls. i know you might be busy so we girls decided to head out to Andee's place. you must be dying to know what had happened. not gonna tell you. go and read her blog if you are able. AND you better be good to me or i am gonna take my lvoe somewhere, to SHINee perhaps. haha it is just a thought and i am not crazy you know, they are so much younger than me. remember between us, it is already hard to accept the age difference but then when love strucks, age would not matter does it not? do i smell fear? good. Lvoe, your Fictional Girlfriend, 유림 ------------------ to end this bootiful post...let's us again sing a birthday song for my fictional boyfy, Chunnie... Tuesday, June 3, 2008 @ 11:59 PM
I SAY: if i cry, will it make the pain go away? minna-san, did i go to work today?...well if you said yes... you are wrong...why?...ah the reason... the same reason that almost kill me yesterday... the same reason i almost doubled in pain and faint... the same reason i wish to cut myself to stop the pain... excruciating?...yes...it's like having something inside my stomach, gnawing the walls, exploding away... and it comes and go...and if you think its abt the monthly thing... you are absolutely wrong...do i really need to talk abt it here... jeez...sometimes it can affect and drag on for weeks... it's amazing at times how i can keep a straight face and walk with an upright posture... i wonder if this pain will ever go away... why won't a rub on the tummy makes the pain lesser?... why won't medicine take the pain away?... why won't the doctor find the pain and curb it?... 2 years and the pain is getting stronger each time... sometimes i think i'm being punished... yes i think that must be it... ok back to earth... tomorrow is baby special day...i'm wondering how he will spent it... with the boys i guess...and hmm what will they be doing... my guess..like they always do...practicing and recording their lives off... and then surprising and wishing my baby a happy birthday... well before the clock strikes 12, i'm thinking of why you Yoochun, have strike a chord in me...here's a few stuff that's done it for me...
actually i could write more...but then i kill my fingers doing the list... and i wanna stop here...and whoops it is 12 o'clock in the morning... and voila it's baby birthday... |