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Thursday, August 30, 2007 @ 12:37 PM
I SAY: Where are you at this moment? I want to follow.... iqna send me a link that makes my heart stop, my eyes pop and my mouth drop...  quoting here direct from the electric paper... "Get free tickets for TVXQ show in Korea August 28, 2007 FOR the fourth year running, Korean boy band TVXQ will be performing at the Asia Song Festival held in Korea. You can get free tickets to the show - if you are willing to fly there yourself. Come 22 Sep, the quintet will join fellow pop stars from nine Asian countries in staging a mega concert for more than 40,000 fans at the Seoul World Cup Stadium. A spokesman from the organiser Korea Foundation For International Culture Exchange told The New Paper that ample tickets have been set aside for overseas fans. Singaporeans can e-mail to ticket@kofice.or.kr to request for free tickets from today onwards. Include your name, contact details and a soft copy of your passport in Jpeg format. Each passport can redeem one ticket. Log on to www.kofice.or.kr for more details." serious stuff here...omg i seriously feel like dropping my work and go... haha being selfish here..yah dwaejis...december fever to KL... :) sob sob...  Wednesday, August 29, 2007 @ 5:49 PM
I SAY: im sorry, this is all i can say... ah i woke up late today...really late... seriously i must stop working till late of night... anyway today, i try to spend a day doing things on my own... at my own leisure... im crazy enough to bus down to tampines with my laptop... yes i did that as i seriously wanted to use the internet... since century square is wireless i intend to use this opportunity... had lunch peacefully alone at food culture when some bugger sat near my table and started puffing... i almost cursed the poor bugger till i've realised that i was practically sitting at the smoking table.... whoops my bad... next i actually bought a movie tix...yes im watching a movie alone... anyway it's not my first doing so... decision was easy as the nearest time to watch then was this movie called 881... did i tell you most of the language was in Hokkien...i think... it's not exactly music to my ears coz you know i prefer hangul or nihongo... lol..biased me... i was having a ball of a time trying to catch on the phrases... seriously this show was not bad... a bit on the corny side but really not bad... coz it actually managed to evoke a sad emotion from me... qiwu was also a saving grace... but his fashion there really need to have some sprucing up... luckily he looks gd even in singlet and pjs bottom... lol... afterwards went to comics connection... just bcoz i am still searching for my bb-boi poster... i'm upset coz i dont seems to find that nice poster of him... so instead of getting him...i actually went ott on the rest of them... i feel gd though getting four at one go seems to be a bit too much... they look gd don't they?...  bloody hell...i'm going nuts again.... told myself not to spent too much...ah crap....:p i'm a bit too late...but i just feel the need to put this up... credits to whom ever putting it up in the tvxq forum... screencaps on bb-boi is good....too kwiyoun.. so lovable...  orait...have to go off now... meeting ling for our night cycling... Tuesday, August 28, 2007 @ 11:41 PM
I SAY: though it seems stupid, could we just walk away from it all... major crappiness is on the way... yup...coz some idiots are being idiots again... if everything is urgent so whats the urgency in that... cmon focuslah...dont expect me to know what the heck you want... seriously the bloody phone need to be stringed up and smash to the floor... here's a phone call i got recently Man: helo gurl, i need this thing urgently. Me: what project is that? Man: Project *** Me: Orait, what's the urgency? Man: item no 1& 3, i havent received... Me: wait up, i'll check for you... Man: thanks..wait i also need project *+* urgently. check for me too.. Me: ok........ so item 1 & 3 is in the queue. Man: Ok gd, how abt the other project... Me: also in the queue, which one you need first... Man: Er.. both i need..both urgent... Me: yah, but i can't jump queue for both...there are others in the queue... Man: but i need them both. can you just help me... Me: as i said one jump only... Man: ask the operation to jump queue for melah... Me: No i can't, it will distrupt too much of the flow.. [haha actually can jump but i don't want them to think it's easy... after much blabbering on the phone, i ask him to call direct to operation side, guess what?... lol he kena screwed by my operation...duh!!] so imagine if i have such request everyday, multiply by 5-8 calls in every hr.. sure can die one lor...haiz... my lunchtime now is spent either on sleeping or working... but im preventing myself by watching tvxq concert... haha...getting nuts again... see.. in the comfort of the darkness and in my enclosed cubicle, im watching the heart mind soul concert...  sublimely happy... :) by the way tvxq is on the Sept issue of the S mag... ah..ah...ah...decision decision... like i need not buy cleo or and other magazines this mth... and i'm swapping to this... but it is just so sad that i have not able to read/understand hangul yet.. just some characters only... :(  wohoo SMag september issue... see how im focusing more on bb-boi.. so major hotness.. orait jumping on the bed and landing myself to la la land... yet again i bid gdnite to ya'll, yagan saram-dul... Monday, August 27, 2007 @ 11:43 PM
I SAY: when we can't meet, look up at the sky and think of us i'm really bummed about having to work late... so seriously having thoughts of walking away and wanting to go home... but i cant... im being too responsible...not... i know if today i didnt finish confirm sumone will run after me... argh... i saw jay again and his last day is 15 Sept... orait...sad but hey.... not as if he's mine or what... just losing a crush...lol see how im blabbering.... ah someone pls push me into the dry dock... did some random quizes... esp on tvxq... i had some laugh and seriously i almost fell of the chair... this is one of the quizes... as i say i did a few but i'm too lazy to put it out...  i tot to myself what with the lip gloss applier... micky supposed to like wearing it?!?! lol but bestest is the last one...kekeke orait yagan saram-dul.. lights out... Sunday, August 26, 2007 @ 11:11 PM
I SAY: im sitting with my head on my knees, trying to block your woes... "i hope you know, i hope you know that this has nuthing to do with you it's personal myself and i we got some straightening out to do ..... but i've gotta get a move on with my life it's time to be a big gurl now and big gurl don't cry" im supposed to be compiling my stocks today... yes i brought work home... not supposed to but i really dont want to return work today... well in any case "big brother" knew abt it... so what the heck... i like to do in the comfort where the phone won't ring... yesterday has a brief meeting with prj mates... lol...i'm too tired to blabber much that i grab my paper, paid my money and went off... kekeke... seriously there was not much ppl ard... and i really don't want to stay coz im too tired... from carrying my laptop and worksheets... of coz later i'm supposed to go help iqna at the jap school... but by the time, i came ard, it was too late and it's just tiring... sorri gurl... next time maybe... i hope you have great sales by the way... so here i am... trying my very bestest to understand ppl handwriting... and trying to compile the bloody stocks.... aish...seriously this can't get any worse rite... yes it could... confirm tomolo my bozz is gonna ask me abt it... and if i bumped into my GM, he's gonna ask also... argh...somebody pls push me into the dry dock.... soon...anytime now...pls...sob sob in all this chaotic state of mind... hmm i actualli had time to rummage through my necklace collections... and i realised that i bought these necklaces some time ago...  M representing Micky... W representing Waty...  lol...M is the vertical mirror image of W... haha...orait...im getting nuts here...  i wanna be a rock star?... lol...this necklace might as well represent what im feeling now... quoting... "i will bloody well rock on with my life" sheesh...got to continue my bloody work... really...im using too much bloody today... im must be bloody tired... finally, cute dwaejis came over to my hse to get the SM shirt... yah, i hope all three of us can wear the shirts... alrite...im ending my post now.... Friday, August 24, 2007 @ 11:17 PM
I SAY: No sleep until I am done with finding the answer ... yahoo...i finished another day of fasting... pretty beat up...but was better than yesterday... my energy level was way high... but lol "big brother" seems to be phished... i hope its not me that made him phished... went over to iqna place today to get my long over due yukata... what's a yukata you say?... I show you... :) this was the first thing that i've learned to do... the art of tying obi...took me about 5-8min to get it right...  keke so far i managed to learn one style and i leave it at that... if i have time, i will learn the rest... anyway i was the model for the night to try on the yukata... seriously i thought my arms were going to fall off in all that tying... cheh cheh cheh...haiz all this remind me of Japan... :) isn't my yukata kwiyoun?... got rabbits and sakura....  i don't want to be truthful here.... but i look like a freaking fat dwaeji... :p anyway the obi felt like a slimming belt... now i know why japanese ppl got slim waist... lol...just kidding... here's another pix where i'm trying on iqna's yukata..  orait...that's it for tonight or morning i should say... goodnites yagan saram-dul Thursday, August 23, 2007 @ 11:06 PM
I SAY: because we wanted to become stronger, we often look up to the faraway sky. freaking tired...got back home late... i think im starting my long hours again... stupid stocktake is eating up my fun time... i swear this thing is gonna make me crzy by the minute... just now hopped on a cab that happened to be one of my production uncle's brother...whom i happened to know... lol...we talked all the way to my house, i almost forgotten that we reached... ohh... he was even nicer to ask me to pay lesser... hoho so nice...but i'm claiming full from my bozz.. well lets just say it's for my dinner money i'm counting in also.. kekeke.. sis seems to be very down nowdays... her relationship seems to be off and on like a light switch.... hmm she's driving me nuts too... i can just lend her my ears...haiz... telling me how she's prob gonna spend Vday alone again... and then sobbing into fitful tears... excuz me i have spend vday alone almost every year... you don't see me complaining... :p seriously if she wants me to advice her... i say leave the guy... coz she can only take so much... argh...enuff!!.. okai...back to moi... so l am finally joining micky xmas project... say yay people... ahh...i wonder what i should do... and finally, SM town shirts arrived.. Dwaejis, say yay!! so happy!!! i luv my precious shirts...  look i havent even open up the wrapper... lol... by the way isn't my googim shirt kwiyoun?!  OMG i think i spent a lot these 2 months... luckily fasting month is coming soon... so im gonna have 2 objectives for the next 1 1/2 months. 1. to lose 5kg..if possible more... 2. to save up for that upcoming raya... whoops i think i talk too much tonight... eyes getting sleeping... oh crap... gd night everybody... @ 8:22 PM
I SAY: cycling was fun but my bed was even fun...argh resting time yesterday was hectic... i went off work early to go collect my parcel from Paya Lebar and Bedok... luckily the line wasn't long at Paya Lebar... if not i will be super phished.. last time i went there... some bugger was taking too much time... just to post a bloody parcel.. then trained down to Bedok to get the phonebook, i think.. bloody heavy but i'm happy coz i got my googims... hopped onto a bus to home before meeting up with ling... night cycling here we go!!!... it's been quite some time since i did night cycling. Issy and Sandra might have joined us but they have some matters to attend... so yet again the both of us.. and it cost only $5 for cycling ovenight .. ain't it cool?..and you get a free mineral bottle... we cycled from Macdonald to Bedok Jetty... i don't know far is that... but i felt some carbo draining away...lol... Oh ya, view from Bedok Jetty was so cool... we sat there for almost half and hour before proceeding back... so reminded me of U-know verse in Sky "The crashing waves and the cool, cool breeze I send these things as a gift to you I hope you will like what's in here Under the August sky" whoops better go... "big brother" just arrived.. adios blog again later.. coz i'm going home late.. Monday, August 20, 2007 @ 11:18 PM
I SAY: At the end of these tears, i hope peace will find its way to me... i'm not gonna cry, i'm not gonna be sad... it is just a phase... i knew you once and now you are going to leave... leave my sight... how i wish i had known you better... how i wish i had the strength... the courage to say it... but i'm just me... an ordinary me...  so goodbye jay... Sunday, August 19, 2007 @ 11:16 PM
I SAY: wish today was yesterday so that i could spent more time... woke up too damn early today... i was up from 730 to start on my stock list... yes i had brought my work over to my sleepover... coz my bozz wanted a re-stocktake of our yard again this monday... sob sob thats why i have to wake up early to finish this list... i just dont want the same thing to happen like last time... due to list not ready, our stocktake was wasted 2hrs... bleah!!! oh..we, dwaejis wanted to watch secret at 11+... yes Jay Chou movie's... :) but was halted by my aunt... hehe apparantly she had cooked breakfast.. and had insisted we ate before we go off... so plan got a bit screwed up... but it's okay cause sambal sotong very nice to eat one... so we watched a bit of videos of the net... i've seen the so called girl version of TVXQ... sorry could not even remember their name.. :p neh i don't think anyone can copy TVXQ or rise to where they are now... TVXQ is special... haiz... love them all esp bb-boi.. :) orait coming right back... so we bused down to AMK hub and grabbed the 140 show... we were a bit earlier and hoho.. so we played house of the dead... yes House of the Dead V4....how crazy is that?.. i'm not even good at 1 and i'm jumping to V4?!?!... Time crisis i can play but not house of the dead... shouts and laughters of the dwaejis can be heard throughout the game sia.. beh paiseh leh... we were having so much fun that my hand and shoulders got cramps... Secret was freaking good lor... I was sniffling and tearing halfway through the movie... Storyline was good, ending was good, ost was good... two thumb ups for Jay Chou!!! had our lunch at Ramen ten.  lol apparantly i was freaking hungry that i could eat a horse... i had this spicy ramen which was freaking spicy coz they use those little chillies so its freaking hot... luckily i can tahan if not...
i'm waiting for my stress free/cyclying Wednesdays... Saturday, August 18, 2007 @ 11:30 PM
I SAY: Star light star bright...i wish to see many fireworks tonight..... Had a very long train ride to Toa Payoh to meet up with my cuz... Clever me took the North South line that took like forever to get to my destination... Original plan was to meet up with Ling and the gang to watch the fireworks... but cousin was feeling sei, so decided to join me and so there i was to Toa Payoh... So another train ride down to City Hall to meet Ling and the gang... Thought of eating dinner but I was too full... Ended up walking around with cuz first and getting my self a camera and a printer... Hehe i'm freaking happy lor... coz i always wanted a slim camera... Printer was a bonus...haha not..it cost me 200... Oh yes i have a camera but the shutter speed is damn slow lor.. OMG, i'm so loving my new camera. say yay everybody!!!  Fireworks was great. But felt so freaking tired after that... People kept pushing and i was freaking phished lor... Standing for almost 2hrs for a 20min fireworks... I thought I was going to faint from waiting... but it was worth it... Behold pixs by my new cam....     After fireworks, taxied down to home to grab some stuffs for cuz... It was almost half past midnight by the time we went back to my cuzs house hehe another sleepova...yay Friday, August 17, 2007 @ 10:35 AM
I SAY: IN PAIN BUT WHEN I THINK OF YOU I'LL BEAR IT ALL... had smoosy macaroni for breakfast today... yup..smoosh..smash..smack...looks really gross... if you have seen it...it looks as if a truck had just gone over it... milo isnt gr8 also...no sugar...gawd i really need sugar lor... didnt go work yesterday too... slipped on my cat's pee and i ended up resting in my bed the whole freaking day... just remembered that my dept had free lunch yesterday too... argh freaking missed out... but it's okay, i had TVXQ's videos to keep me company... i'm happy in the midst of my pain... i almost watch everything in my external drive except suju's vidz... sowie... i'm going back early today...IF I CAN just because i'm a bit in pain and i don't wanna be crappy to anyone... my couple cols grandma passed away yesterday too.. sorry to hear that... argh...feeling crappy already... i just wish the day would passed by really quickly... so i can crawl in that comfy bed of mine... my 'big brother' as usual being pain in the butt... makes me want to go home even more... i want to learn hangul... i want to learn jap language... i want to learn to drive.. i want to experience a white xmas... i want to go to TVXQ concert... "KAGO SHIPOYO" i missed Veoh.... i missed Youtube... i missed imeem... i missed sleepovers... i missed my dwaejis... i missed my amigoes...  i'm loving my workstation wallies...  i'm loving my fellow dwaejis..blackie and pinky... Wednesday, August 15, 2007 @ 12:14 PM
I SAY: it's gotta be my choice... to be happy or sad whatever they say...i don't care... i was starting to feel crappy in the morning... coz ppl are starting to bug me... asked them to go and find the right personnel... and still come and find me... yah!!... i'm not P.A... others can also do it mah... argh... bugger!!!... yesterday was my col bday and didn't get him anything.. i felt so bad but since he's a guy, no hard feelings rite... ok... so i don't want to be such a bad col so... i got off early and tried to search for pressie... ended up... a cool graphic shirt and a body shop shower gel... hmm i hope it's okay for a pressie... it's damn practical rite...kekeke so i continued shopping all alone aimlessly... when tada... i found....  left 2.. so dwaejis... the other one is for ya'll... for memories sake... *wink* *wink* Tuesday, August 14, 2007 @ 12:22 PM
I SAY: tomorrow will be better that today...i hope :) tomorrow will be better that today...i hope :) did i tell you on sunday my eyes almost kena infection... slept with my contacts again,,thats rite... by the time i wake up and took it off... they were all red and blotchy... and i made it worse by rubbing them... i was like puffy eyed... and watching proud "FITB live tour" again made it even worst,,,. but it was worth it... so i'm back to nerdy specs to work these few days... oh ya and some dumb ass at work called me ugly betty... infinite dumb ass...lol i tried to watch mystery 6 yesterday but i'm too faint hearted to watch... so i gave it up to watch my heart mind and soul dvd... ahh....soothing to the soul... apparantly singing along with TVXQ in Jap was easier singing their Korean counterparts... lol...  another TVXQ pix entry by moi. love the peace sign, don't you? Monday, August 13, 2007 @ 12:39 PM
I SAY: do i complain a lot?...i don't think so...i juz talk a lot...:p i love the instrumental of love in the ice... kinda remind me of a sad ancient chinese fighting love story kind of song... lol...must get my head out of these clouds... so another entry during lunch time... i'm feeling a bit overbloated as my col again share her food with me... i'm sure going to put on weight again... yes i feel it in my belt... seriously she got to take me seriously when i ask her not to buy food... why?... coz i end up eating 80% of the food... i know its free food but it is always bad to waste food rite... argh!!... i must go on my fasting mode again... if not she will tend to share food again... and i'm gonna be pom pom becoz of this... sob sob... that day at ben and jerry at Cathay was nice... there was a young band performing... and surprisingly they sounded good... i love the singer voice... the band plays alternative songs... which i like... but i totally like the electric guitar performance... absolutely superb...couldn't take my eyes off it... ahh... my fellow dwaejis... i'm waiting for our next sleepover... and i hope it is soon... Saturday, August 11, 2007 @ 8:48 AM
I SAY: If i never knew you, I would have no inkling of how precious life can be.. my second mail from yesasia came through airmail yesterday... hehe...so excited.. was practically rushing home to see what i've got... yay!!!... i noe currently some of these should be able to get locally... but sometimes they just get out of stock and i don't like it... so there i bought so much... crazy rite?... i don't why but i just love TVXQ that i don't mind spending so much on them...  i love my heart mind soul concert dvd... gonna watch it tonight... :) see i got my summer dream/song for you/love in the ice cd... just realised they didn't send my poster over... ohh...i hope it came in my other mail... also seems like i got Yoochun in my cd too... extremely happy...its like opening a present... and having a present that i really like!!!  my sis is gonna get my first package today... bloody happylor... my sister think i'm crazy... she entered my room and goes... wah u crazy?... well she haven't heard or seen TVXQ that much... so i dont blame her.. but i betcha she will get hooked too if i intro them to her... :p ok gotta end now... "big brother" might come in soon... Friday, August 10, 2007 @ 12:16 PM
I SAY: proud of your love, I am....saranghae yoochun!! was so bored on Wednesday that i made last min decision to go out with my cuzins... luckily they are able to make it... if not i'll be so dead bored... drop by somerset to go to one of my fav shop at orchard cineleisure... yeah more pics of bb-boi i've bought... so happy!!... i think my walls are gonna be filled up by his pictures soon... also there i got to watch parts of the FITB live tour damn happy lor... omg when proud song came up... i so feel the song sia till i bloody well went teary eyed... damn good lor... so gonna get the dvd once out... yeah also got hooked on "love in the ice" song... gonna record it down tonight... coz in the morning recording was interuppted by my stupid phone alarm... talking about phone... again i forgot my phone, this time in cuzins' house... i'm so worthy of my nickname "blurty" yeah i had another sleepover at cuzins' house...of coz :) so another day of lofting around doing nothing... haha...so worthy to be called the albino dwaeji...kekeke but before that happy belated bday, my country!!... im waiting for this single...oh pls faster!!   Wednesday, August 8, 2007 @ 12:18 PM
I SAY: if someone seems so sad, why someone else seems so happy went to the project dinner yesterday... at Sakura International Buffet Restaurant... not bad ah..food very nice one.. but also had long talks with cols... geez seems there was a few conflicts that started off with this couple cols of mine... so ppl.. listen here... don't get your partner to work with you... esp. in the same department... or even the same company.. avoid at all cost... confirm conflict will occurs if you do... yesterday was also a good day for me... i saw jay in a new light... he looks ultimately different... didn't even know it was him til he approached... he looks like louis koo but better..lol... so tan and so slim... yeah he slim down alot... i also very bold lor... haha told him he looks kwiyoun!!! lol... ohh... i found more bb-boi's pix... i so love him in rising sun.... his hair was so unique... but then Eeteuk also has the same style once.. :)  Tuesday, August 7, 2007 @ 12:29 PM
I SAY: doesn't matter where you are...coz my ♥ already belongs to u... i was working late yesterday... tired but i was having so much fun... i found so many TVXQ's gif... don't know whether i want to laugh or cry... so some credits goes to leechaeyeon@skyrock.com coz i got these gifs from her blog... i'm just gonna put up some Micky gifs up... for my viewing pleasure... coz he's my bb-boi... so kwiyoun!!!..     TVXQ is forever love!!! Sunday, August 5, 2007 @ 4:16 PM
I SAY: i wish i having one of sleepovers....seriously... omg omg omg.... so freaking tired.... i just finish my stocktake but it seems like i have to continue tomorrow... help help help!!! im becoming caotah liao... im pretty much smell like one of the plates now... lol... should have gone home by now... but i'm too tired & since i have paperwork to finish, i'll stay... but i'm gonna grab a cab home... i don't care!!!   Friday, August 3, 2007 @ 12:27 PM
I SAY: little things that i'm happy about today....at work 1. my lil office cubicle 2. my crazy and crappy cols 3. my productions guys 4. my pain in the butt "big brother" 5. my internet connection!!! arite.... i was trying to look for bb-boi one last cry and what do i find... Xiah's singing one last cry...is it true? he also sang the song... lol... i'm listening to it now and he has such cute pronounciation...
Wednesday, August 1, 2007 @ 12:56 PM
I SAY: tra la la la.... i'm sick... but i think i wanna make a trip to sim lim today... wanna check out a good price for a good small slim camera... not that my current sony camera is spoilt... but it is just too bulky for me to bring around... work is piling up on my table again... but i'm just sick to stay late to finish up... so i'm going back early...i don't care...& "big brother" is being a pain in the butt today... sob sob sob... i need my bb-boi to cheer me up... |
