i can't believe i didn't go to work for 2 days...oh chotomate i do...
i had actually planned for half day leave on Monday...
Monday blues lah...apart from being back from KL...from THE CONCERT...
yes i felt unrest that i took the whole day off....
today was even worst...all the memories seemed to be rushing back in...
so i took an urgent leave....that bad huh?...
don't bother to cheer me up coz i'm in my miserable zone...
damn i really wish not to go back office...
but sooner or later i have to come back to reality dont i...
in fact at exactly 9am just now, i had a message from my superior to call my old boss..
but since my grastic is not letting me off easily and i was really despondent,
so no way i'm going to call upon him just to hear about work...
so i'll wait untill tomorrow and see what's going on...

*damn...im having triangle on repeat mode in my brain*

haiz i wish i can put the right words for the way i am feeling now...
felt starstruck, freakishly sad, annoying frustrated?!?...
wey you might say?...it's over rite... for me i dont think so...
these precious moments are so gonna stay indebily in my mind...
it's not over coz i'm so gonna plan to save up for their JAP or KOR concert...
hear that people...i want to save up for THAT CONCERT...

but i'm happy that i'm able to attend my bb-boi's concert in KL...
first i would like to thank dwaejis' parents for letting them go...
coz without them, i probably not able to go...
for Andee and Julieang for planning so we won't be like lost sheeps...
for Jiyul who was sick but strive on so we could attend without a glitch...
for the remaining 3 dongsaeng, thanks for being there together....
and see how crazy this unnie can be...hahaha...ok enuff is enuff...
the more i write this entry....the more i want to write about my fan account...
but i just wont not now...coz it seems so precious to me to blah it out...
except for curses you hear from me for the stupid security they had...
for those freakish fans who put up those black board up...
[hehe i was one of them putting up that Martel hand
but i put it down after my dongsaeng cry out loud she cant see...
hehe sorry...other than that 2 times... the hand i use it to stablise the freaking fancamlar...]
for those fans who keep pushing me when i was fancaming...
for the freaking stage for being 10-15cm higher than me...
for the lousy sound system coz the MIC sound got distorted at some pt..
Other than that, the boys performance are great...
they are absolutely talented gorgeous people...


I just been to Soompi and saw bb-boi's photos...
i thought i die...he looks absolutely gorgeous...


he was attending this Culture Industry Policy Meeting with his Yunho hyung...
there are others too but i'm lazy to mention coz my focus is my baby..
here's a pix that got me laughing...

seriously where does that man think putting his hand on my baby's thigh...
@#$!#@$


bb-boi's hairstyle has never looks so good...
i didn't see it during the concert...coz it's all flatten with sweat mind u...


ah his plushie lips...him doing dat remind me of jae though...lol

those who think he looks good with Boa...it's not farni...
i will crush them like cockroaches...kay...

see this pix, once it existed Boa and now it's not.. *evil laughter*

finally say bye to my munchkins... smile lvoe...


_credits as per photos stated_



*i lvoe Chunnie and you can't stop me*
*saranghaeyo bb-boi*