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Friday, March 21, 2008 @ 1:10 AM
I SAY: pain? is that what you are... i am writing this in the darkness of my room, void of light... that's how i'm feeling...right here...right now... here's some tag replies... by the way sorry about the dead beat blog... so many things have been happenning lately... as those who are near me probably knew that i just lost my uncle to liver cancer... my condolences to the family and i pray that he will be placed amongst those whom HE loved...sorry i was directly translating a part of my prayer... it has been almost one week and two days...i hope my aunt and cousins are doing better now.... oh ya the fact that my dad was warded on the same day my uncle, his brother passed away was not lost on me...i felt sad that dad was not able to see him off... what happened to my dad?.. long story cut short...it's gall stones... he have been having pains since chinese new year and dear old dad... did i mentioned he didn't bother to tell us until he was released from hospital in Jakarta...phish me off he did... you can imagine how panicky, me and sis was....aniway for the past one week...dad including his pain and gall stones was scheduled to have the stones removed... in another word surgery...but alas word's out he had to wait for a month to have his...and the fact that i was not able to write anithing on this blog for the past one week coz other than the gall stones, my dad kept getting high fever... and i was visiting him at hospital...till almost late night...and becoz of this i was late for a few times to work...hey who cares?.... i mean family comes first... aniway...haiz i dont want to open the can of worms here... let me keep to myself 1st....ling i just sms you...i believe u know what happened... as what i say darkness..it just befall upon me... i felt unemotional when the news was broken...i guessed i knew it was coming... or reality have not hit me in the face yet...tears why wont you just fall?... Hurt, pain, betrayal, lies...how did it all come to this?... i prayed to God to give me strength to get through this....  |