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Tuesday, June 3, 2008 @ 11:59 PM
I SAY: if i cry, will it make the pain go away? minna-san, did i go to work today?...well if you said yes... you are wrong...why?...ah the reason... the same reason that almost kill me yesterday... the same reason i almost doubled in pain and faint... the same reason i wish to cut myself to stop the pain... excruciating?...yes...it's like having something inside my stomach, gnawing the walls, exploding away... and it comes and go...and if you think its abt the monthly thing... you are absolutely wrong...do i really need to talk abt it here... jeez...sometimes it can affect and drag on for weeks... it's amazing at times how i can keep a straight face and walk with an upright posture... i wonder if this pain will ever go away... why won't a rub on the tummy makes the pain lesser?... why won't medicine take the pain away?... why won't the doctor find the pain and curb it?... 2 years and the pain is getting stronger each time... sometimes i think i'm being punished... yes i think that must be it... ok back to earth... tomorrow is baby special day...i'm wondering how he will spent it... with the boys i guess...and hmm what will they be doing... my guess..like they always do...practicing and recording their lives off... and then surprising and wishing my baby a happy birthday... well before the clock strikes 12, i'm thinking of why you Yoochun, have strike a chord in me...here's a few stuff that's done it for me...
actually i could write more...but then i kill my fingers doing the list... and i wanna stop here...and whoops it is 12 o'clock in the morning... and voila it's baby birthday...  |