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Friday, June 27, 2008 @ 11:36 PM
I SAY: maybe i'm just done with growing up i've been reminiscing...about lost life, lost love, lost time... seems like the more i've grown, the more things i'm losing... sometimes its hard being an adult... they say as you grow older...you'll be wiser, it gets easier... then why do i feel like it's so conflicting... sometimes i just wish i can turn back time... i wanna be that kid again... i wanna eat chocolate and have them all messed up all over my face... i wanna be the one who hold balloons and let them go into the big blue sky... i wanna run around the playground and play hide and seek... i wanna push that stupid kid in front of me and say nyeh nyeh nyeh... they say growing up is part of life...learn to accept it... can i refuse that?... i say...here...take my grown up days and let me remain a kid... what?...i can't?...see...my lost time...well i'll grow up then... i'll be that teenager...the genius, the geek, the rebellious... i'll study and study and get that good grades... i’ll sleep in that class and have that guilty look when the teacher caught… i'll make friends and we'll become good friends... can't i stop here?...i pretty much like the situation... no?...fine i'll grow up again... girl turned into a lady... heart of mischief turn into a heart of solemn... a sigh…oh romeo, romeo where art thou… then i saw you, you were there... we were young and unsure… let it be?...yes we did…i move on and you move on… few years passed, we saw each other again… words still remain unspoken but our hearts seem to sing the same song… why can’t I talk to you…are you shy?...am I shy?... were our vibes too strong that we’re unsure to approach one another… i heard you ask of me so why the timid ness… lost love, i afraid you’ll be… so around the table we sat, gathering the others to join… i was a girl with stars in her eyes…pls make this easier for me… we finally talk and i made you taught me that first string of notes… your guitar, your sweet voice, your jokes…all i love… time pass so quickly…the function ended…i have to leave…goodbye… what?...how can i be so stupid?...your digits i didn’t get… tell me whom i can get it from… don’t tell me i have to wait for the next event… coz that’s where you and I always meet… then i heard you got into an accident… confusion…puzzled…turmoil…i must meet you… work got into the way…one day became a week…a week became a month… out of the hospital and resting at home you were… yes finally meeting you…sorry I heard you’ve been waiting for me to visit… she told me, he told me and she told me… i wanna ask how are you doing… i wanna ask how have you been… i wanna just be there, looking at you… but I fell asleep in the car…i’m sorry I did not get to meet you… then i received THE sms two days later… i didn’t believe it, i can’t believe, no i won’t believe it… tears welled up…turn left turn right…which way was home?... i need to get home…i started crying…i started walking… from the bus interchange to the comfort of my room… i cried myself to sleep…there…that day the world end up with one less life… lost life…lost love…lost time… did I confuse you with my story?... i meant to… words never really gets me…once I was evoked with memories of him… for that i leave you with darkness eyes... funny how i think the translation to the song is speaking out my feeling  |